like that ever works.
i seem to have a knack for causing self-inflicted, unnecessary hurts. and because i manage to successfully accomplish the inane, i suppose i'm the only one who can cure the pain [did i just rhyme?]. i would definitely prescribe masochism, for reasons beyond me. because as i wallow and expose my super self to kryptonite, i feel inadequate and less proud. the moment i am left a helpless heap of brokenness, then i come to acknowledge a greater power. that which i neglect on happier times.
when it comes down to stripping, the Lord really knows how to deal. hay. why does the palo have to be so hard? but after all the drama, thanks to His sovereignty and grace, everything turns out just fine.
like a weird habit, i scratch irritations until they bleed so i'd stop scratching. bleeding, as the goo goo dolls expertly expressed, makes you know you're alive.
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heart aches. an ancient phenomenon all mortals know. here i thought i was a diyosa. somebody please take me back to my fairytale.
maybe that's really the problem. i live in a disney world and never outgrew the magical promise of a utopian existence. where princes do the bidding to win a fair lady; where ogres are the bad guys; where there is sunshine 24/7 and rainbows and pixie dust.
oh. don't get me wrong. i WILL always be a disney baby. and thrive on happy thoughts and perrywinkle vibes. yey! :D
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you know what? i don't even know what i'm being so pathetic about. hahahaha.
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why naman kasi? ah, kun sabagay, i kno adik ka din
uy joke lang ha
haha. ayos lang yan. im boung to get over whatever i'm feeling. i always bounce back coz im like tigger. haha
*bound
denget.
gagayahin ko na lang ang sinasabi sa grace before meals nila madeline...
"we love our bread, we love our butter but most of all, we love each other."
hi xai. after reading this, i suddenly feel a lot better. thank you for putting whatever it is you're feeling and for some weird reason, it resonated with something in me. wahahaha. my sentiments exactly. i love you!
hey ate tint! did you see the moon last night? that was me smiling at you.said a little prayer for you. :D i love you too. :)
xai... i wasnt able to see the moon last night... but the stars fell down on me. **wink**
erm, what stars? di ko gets. haha. :D
ang pretty pretty nung moon tas may three stars na naka-align. *swoon*
stars, as in twinkle, twinkle little stars... literally stars... figuratively fell... i cried kasi when i didnt see the moon. i looked up, and there were the stars... ayun...
hey gawjus, inhale, exhale, chill, smile.
that's better. :D stars are so nice!
i wanted to pie. hay. i spent all night crying. woke up in the middle of the night in sobs. but i'm okay now. i mean, chhh, there are better things to think about. :)
my dear fantabulous super friend.. hay, it's never really easy right? **millionhugs&kisses**
kung lahat madali, walang challenge. yeahbah. i think i can live with being challenged. :) *millionhugsandkissesback*
that's the diyosa spirit!
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