Blogging Hiatus Ends Here (?)

I've been meaning to compose a wise, too-brilliant-for-words blog about the things that run in my head (and gosh, the speed they run is quite remarkable) but I'm usually, nay, always reduced to a 140-character limit much thanks to twitter.

For fear that this might yet again turn into a bullet-ed entry, I'm going to try to keep up with the prose in my head. Expect it to lack coherence, proper punctuation, and correct paragraph(ical?) breaks.

Summer's always a good time to sit back and relax and I think perhaps even when summers past have proven to be life-draining (what with being in the Pilipinas work force in the last four years), it still has the right elements for a good muni-muni.

I've resigned to the death of a million (and counting) brain cells in my, well, brain. It is true that I'm getting bobo-er by the minute and thus, I resolve to want to learn something new. To get a new hobby-- hobbies, which do not include sweating, unnecessary contact with mortals, and getting rid of my newfound xainess.

I seem to lose interest in all the things I used to be good at. I feel like an old geezer looking back on glory days when life was much more pleasant and when everything is cause for a celebration. Ask me any day, happy or not, and I'd tell you I want the world to end.

Life on earth is getting pretty old. I'm evaluating what I'm still doing here when I know I'm such a waste of oxygen. Then again, my life isn't about me anymore so I guess God can just call the shots. I only pray that I stop haggling and pestering Him to end it. I need prayers on that aspect. I don't want to be alive and feel dead. But really, I do think the signs of the times are at hand.

I'm thankful that God spares me from a lot of things I'd never imagine getting into. Like break ups. I never want to break up with anyone. I always say that I will get it right the first time. I think the resolution works for me because then I will not hastily jump into something I am not prepared for. They say one can never tell but I say I can start right. Watching all the dramas my friends get into is enough warning that I cannot handle what they're going through right now. I'm thinking Popoy and Basha and I go, no, I cannot live through that, not with my psycho tendencies and drama queen complex.

Thank you, Star Cinema, for immortalizing the issues couples experience.

My baguio friends are in Corregidor and Bataan to celebrate heroes I suppose or enjoy summer. My church buddies were in Tagaytay for a family day, which half of my family attended. My college best friends were in my house so we can catch up with each other and I think having been Manila-bound was actually good for me.

I'm off to Cebu in a while. I had better get a move on. Toodles!